maybe i've changed
maybe i grew stronger
maybe i grew colder
i look at the tv
and i see these love stories unfolding before me
they don't hurt anymore
i smile and i won't go "i wish i was her"
its not that i believe that i'm destined to be alone forever
its just that i have grown used to myself
and i don't need another person to make me feel better
i'm not being sadistic
i'm just being realistic
you might think i'm such a sad case
but i think by being like this
i am doing good to myself and the people around me
so ya. don't feel anything for me.
i'm okay.

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